Check out the dudely-ness. I love the new settings on my puter!
Ok, you came here for some random Lllamaness, and random Lllamaness you shall get.
Where do I begin? I feel like summarizing my entire life here. I don't know, something seems different today. I feel different. I guess the world hasn't changed much, but for once that's not bothering me. I have friends. Maybe not as many as other people do, but they exist. I can be whoever I want around them, as crazy as I want, and they can do the same around me. Today, we were hanging out downtown and working on the sibling routene. Cindy (being the tallest and most mature) was Mom, and Alec (for no real reason) was Dad and we were having a great time wandering around downtown, hitting each other and whining. I stupidly voulenteered myself for some public humiliation, I offered to go get my hair cut for the first time since the summer if they would get together the money, thinking they wouldn't go through with it. 11 dollars between 12 people isn't that much... I got six inches taken off, I feel so light headed. We went down to the library and I have determined that he next time I go (with my card this time) I am going to take out: Do it yourself Organ Transplants, the Communist Manefesto, Surviving Schitzophrenia, Recovering from Cults, and Coping with Limb Loss.
I know you guys aren't here to read about my day and probably half of you aren't reading any more, but I wanted to say that, ok? I'm not going to be in High School much longer, and I won't see these people much, so the stuff that happens now means a lot to me. And I'm getting all sappy and sentimental so I'll just stop.
I feel like staying up all night tonight. There's no school tomorrow, and no reason to get up early, and I'm feeling like I could write a novel, or paint a masterpiece, or I don't even know what else. I can be anyone I want tonight. I can make something to share with the world. That's what you have to do, you know. Even if only 5 people see what you do, you need to take all the thoughts and dreams and emotions and pour them into something that anyone can see, and can relate to. We're all pretty much the same, you know. There is hope. Tonight I can save the world from what I fear every other night. Tonight we can all get along. Tonight the world can change. It can change. Never forget that. I'll probably think this is garbage in the morning, but this is a night for optimism. When every night and day is like this for everyone on the planet, the world will be saved, and no one, on this Earth or not, will be able to ruin what we have accompished. I'm gonna go do something now, you go ahead and find your own medium and get to it!
